Second Boyfriend: Sayonara~

     Hola, mi amigos! Tehek~ Konban wa, minna~ How's the days? Time passed swiftly, huh? I understand... Oh, well!

     I got a new story! Remember about my previous post? Erm, erm... About the 'BOYFRIEND' thingy....? Huh, at last, we broke up! I'm the happiest person in the world! A little bit lonely, but you know, I'm already a loner, so I don't care about that so much~

     How and why did we broke up~? Geez, it's only a childish cause and story! Firstly, I bought a new phone number, so we can contact easier and cheaper. But, it came into different than what I've planned. He called me in about a week ago, and at the same time, I was messaging with an old friend, a boy friend. But, suddenly my ex-boyfriend asked me, "To whom are you messaging with?" I know that he was only guessing, but that question really freakying me up a little. 

     So, with pretending to be calm, I just answered, "With a friend. An old friend." But, you know, suddenly he asked me, "Is your friend a boy or a girl?"

     Again, with calm-pretending, I just answered, "A boy. He was an old friend of mine, and it have been so long that we haven't meet. But he's somebody else's boyfriend. He is my classmate's boyfriend." And of course, it's a truth. I'm not on guilt, so what should I be afraid of? That boy is my classmate's boyfriend, and they still are, so I'm totally NOTHING with him.

     But, instead, do you know what my ex said? He said, "Never mind, just go on continuing messaging with him. Never mind me."

     What?! What's up with that?! "Huh? Why is that?! He is only a friend, so why were you saying that?!"

     "Never mind me. Just go on messaging with your BOYFRIEND until you run out of your credits. I'm not that important."

     Huh?! Are you deaf or what?! I never said that boy is my boyfriend or anything, so why should you be jealous?! And I had already told you that the boy is my classmate's boyfriend! Urgh! I hate this kind of boy~

     "Huh?! Hello, why is that?! He is only a FRIEND, and he is my CLASSMATE'S BOYFRIEND! And anyway, why should you be jealous? You're not my husband~"

     "So what are we now? What is our relationship now?" And then, I kept silent. 'We're only couples! You're only my boyfriend!', that's what I wanted to answer, but my mouth remain silent. Geez, I hate guys like this. He's quite a troublesome! Pretty tiring to handle, seriously~

     And at last, we broke up on that very day! Right after we broke up, immediately I posted about it on Facebook. Hahaha~ Pretty naughty, huh? Ah, I don't care! I posted two posts to embarrassed him up, with the hope that he read it, too. And now, I'm posting it on my blog. 

     Anyway, he is such a liar. Who does he think I am, a part-time lover? He was only saying love words to me, but at last I knew that he never love me. He just love my junior, which is one of his ex-girlfriends! Well, that girl is not really MY junior, but she was my ex-roommate. She was my roommate two years ago, in her first year and my second year. But she's still MY junior's friend~ 

     But what I know, he is still love that junior. My junior told me the same thing, too. She said that our ex is still love her friend, but he always deny it. Poor guy~ He just chose the wrong person and wrong self-building, that's all~ If he choose to not to be a desperate person, he may have found a true love~

     That's all for today!

I'm Back~

Assalamualaikum.... Konban wa, minna! Huh~ Long time no see, huh? Sorry for the late updating! Nothing personal, alright? Hahaha~ Joking!
    Okay, I got so many stories to tell today. About my relationships (curious, huh?), my favourites, my life, and bla... bla... bla... So, just shush and read carefully but not emotionally, okay?
    First! MY RELATIONSHIPS. Haha, curious? Okay, I'll tell you. I never told you, but before, I got a boyfriend. Seriously, he was so much boring! Imagine that; he proposed me to be his gal, but he never tries to call me! I had once broke up with him, but one day we got together back. And you know what? He was still the same! But at that time, I was still have my patience. I called him, messaged him (even though at last I always got the replies 'I got no credit'!), remember his birthday... And do you know what do I get at last? He forgot my birthday! Only God knows how sad I am! And of course, I am at last broke up with him, again. Since that, I never contact with him again. And now, I got a new boyfriend.
     MY NEW BOYFRIEND. I won't assure you to be curious about this. Even I am not very enthusiastic about this. One perception about him from me: IRRITATING. God, he's so irritating! On the day he proposed me to be his gal, at first I say 'no'. But then he said things like; "well, you didn't like me, so what can I do... I'm not that good to be your boyfriend..." with a sad tone! I can't just ignore that! I sympathized him! Why ever am I so caring?! Oh my, now I'm stuck. I can't do anything than just stay with him until we really break up. Just one; I really hope that I will never love him. Ever!
     Second! MY FAVOURITES. Haha! I got some new favourite dramas and movies. And actors and actresses too. A few months ago, my friends tried to introduce me to a Japanese drama; Nodame Cantabile. At first I ignored them, until one day I tried to watch one episode via YouTube. Surely enough, it is so enjoyable! Full of excitement! And at last, my friend gave me the drama, specials, and movies. I've finished them, alright! And because of it, I'm getting more in love to classical music and pianos!~ <3
     Besides, because of it, now I'm a fan of Ueno Juri, the actress who acted the character Nodame! She is so beautiful~ For now I've watch some of her dramas; Nodame Cantabile, Last Friends, and now I'm on my way in finishing her latest drama: Gou~ Himetachi no Sengoku (Gou~ The Warring States of The Princesses)!

                                                       Ueno Juri~ <3
These are something about her:

• Name (Hiragana): うえの じゅり
• Name (Romaji): Ueno Juri.
• We can call her by the name; Jurippe.
• Born on 25th May 1986 (10 years older than me!) at Kakogawa, Hyogo, Japan.
• She is 167cm tall with the blood type A.
• She is a Gemini (like me!)
• Her only family is her sister, Ueno Mana, a singer and a song writer.
• She love music and cooking!
• Her skills are sprinting, tenor saxophone, and piano.
• She got a 'Best Newcomer' in Yokohama Film Festival because of Swing Girls!

     Ahh~ Jurippe-san! She is just a genius! Even the director of Last Friends said so~ Plus, she is the first actress that I really love! If you don't trust me about her capability, why don't you go on and try to watch Nodame Cantabile, Last Friends and Gou? Happy watching!

2012 Birthday~

Hullo! Sorry for being late updating my posts. I've been busy these days. And right now I'm typing from my school's computer lab! Tehehehe~ (Hope u don't mind)
   Okay, now I'm going to tell u about what happened along the days I didn't update my posts.
First of all, i'm going to tell u about my birthday, which was on 5th June. Well, is it fun? I don't know. Nothing so special about it. I was not at home on my birthday and my younger brother's (6th June).
And my dad... Not with us. He was working along that week. And my mom also. Pity, huh? But, u know, we don't mind about it so much. Me and my younger brother were used to it since we were young kids. So, it was not a prob.
   However, after me, my younger brother and our youngest brother got home with our mom, it was a very relieving moment. Do u want to know why? Haha, like normal kids, we were also admiring internet so much! I was thinking to update my blog that time, but u know, I don't have so much time to do it. Plus, we got only one laptop at home, so everybody fight to use it. It's hard to have turn to use the laptop. =_=''
   On Saturday night, our dad got home from Kuala Lumpur. And he got a surprise for me! He called me to go downstairs and said, "Your birthday present is on the dinner table, so come down and get it!" Without a second thinking, swiftly I went downstairs and get my birthday present. Huhu~ Excitedly I brought my present upstairs and into my room, on my bed. But I still didn't open it until a few hours. Oh yeah, I've said "thank you" to my dad and gave him a thank you kiss on his both cheeks.
    After a few hours, I tore the green present wrapper carefully and stared at the present admirely. How shock! I got two series of Harry Potter books! I got The Half-Blood Prince and The Deathly Hollow. Right now I've finished The Half-Blood Prince and I totally can't wait to finish The Deathly Hollow! Thank you so much, my beloved dad! I love you!
   That's all for now. So, how was your birthday this year?

My School~

Moshi moshi~

Ogenki desu ka?~

I really had a bad emotion yesterday~

My Maths paper is a completely disastrous!

What I'm hoping now is I didn't fail the subject.

Truly,

I didn't expected to pass it,

But if I passed it, it's more than enough.

Whether I'm going to be kicked out of the school or not,

That wouldn't matter.

I don't care about that school anymore.

I am not interested with the subjects they offered,

which are Pure Science subjects.

Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics, and Biology.

Whenever my Pure Science teachers teach my class,

My mind was not with me.

I will be thinking about somebody,

Or remembering my favourite movies or stories,

Or getting some brilliant ideas for my novels;

which I only give to my juniors and friends to read.

Honestly,

I like what I did to my novel!

And almost everybody who read it gave compliments.

But still,

If I'm good with literature and languages,

what am I doing in this school?

I'm not suits with my former school, I know.

But really,

If not because of my former school,

I wouldn't have met my now best friend forever,

Nur Ain Miratasha Johari.

And of course,

I won't let her go.

I won't leave her until she told me to do so.

I'm so stubborn, eh?

Well, I don't care.

If we didn't defend what we want,

Then we will never get what we want.

MID-YEAR TEST 2012

Konban wa, minnasan!

Good evening, everybody!

Selamat petang, semua!

Hehehehe, Hahahaha. (Takde kerja)

Ignore that, I'm just joking, hehe.

Okay, this time I want to talk about something.

....about things that I will talk, which I don't know what.

Hahahaha~

What a freaky me today!

Okay, my mom got an iPad from my uncle in America.

Well, it is quite a beauty, even though I hate white color.

But it is so modern and impressive!

It got a game called SIMULE Magic Piano,

and I can't stop playing it everyday!

It got so many of my favourite Symphony songs,

such as Aria by J.S. Bach

and Fur Elise by Beethoven.

Enough of that, I want to talk about something else.

Next week I'm going for Mid-Year Test!

OMG!

I haven't cover up anything yet!

What should I do???

AddMath memeningkan!

Matematik melemahkan!

Fizik men'stress'kan!

Kimia mengantukkan!

Biologi....

Well, biology is just like a basic science to me,

so I'm just fine with that.

But surely,

Why must ICT be the first hard test???

(I took ICT as an elective subject)

Oh my!

It's not that easy to cover up!

Muuu~

Oh well,

Ganbaru yo!

I will try to do the best!

Hopefully I will not fail the subjects.

If not, 

I'm a totally dead meat!

Bye!~

KULAI SCHOOL CHORAL SPEAKING COMPETITION 2012~

Yesterday I joined Choral Speaking Competition at SMK Senai, Johore.

Semua yang menyertai hanyalah 35 orang murid asrama perempuan,

Tingkatan 1 dan Tingkatan 4.

Seronok?

Well, of course!

But, we gone home empty-handed.

Walaupun kitorang x dapat tempat pertama, kedua, atau ketiga,

Hopefully kitorang masih dalam kalangan Top 5!

My teacher said;

Oleh kerana kitorang x tahu kitorang tempat ke berapa,

Let us just presuming that we got the 4th place.

Oh well,

Tempat ke-4 pun tempat ke-4 lah.

As long we were Top 5 as we hope~

Tempat ketiga dimenangi oleh SMK Bandar Tenggara.

Tempat kedua pula STAB. (Rasanyalah)

Tempat pertama adalah...

SMK Bandar Putra???

Diorang memang betul2 hebat atau gunakan orang dalam?

Takkan semua pertandingan diorang nak bolot?

English debate,

Choral Speaking,

Dan lain2 pun diorang yang menang!

Memang mustahil sangat diorang hebat melampau!

Takkan xde cacat cela sikit pun?

Impossible!

Yang aku paling tak tahan,

Lepas diorang menang boleh pulak diorang menayang2 piala!

Orang kalau dah bangga diri memang macam tu~

Entah betul diorang menang dengan cara yang betul entah tak.

Aku pun dah malas nak layan~

Buang masa!

BTW,

Ada anugerah Best Conductor sekali~

Ia dimenangi oleh conductor lelaki dari sekolah mana tah.

Tapi handsome!

Dia boleh pulak kenyit mata masa tunduk sebelum intro~

Anda sedar tak yang anda menggoda di jiwa???

Hahahaha~

XD

Yang kelakarnya, masa sekolah diorang dah habis present,

Dia boleh pulak menjerit 

"ARRRRIIIIBAAAA!!!!"

Sambil berlari dan menari kat luar dewan!

Kah kah kah~

Lawak betul!

What for sure,

Masa dah habis penyampaian anugerah apa semua,

Kitorang pun cari lah bas kat pintu masuk kat depan sekolah.

Semua tak sabar2 nak pergi Tesco.

Bershopping lah katakan~

Tapi,

Boleh pulak kitorang tak jumpa bas tu!

Rupa2nya pemandu bas park bas kitorang kat pintu masuk belakang!

Pergh!

Memang 'baik' betul pak cik tu!

Memang saja nak buat kitorang ber'kawad' kat situ!

But still,

We enjoyed our time at Tesco!

Released what's hurting,

Emptied our boredom,

And surely filled our empty stomach!

Hahaha~

^_^

So Stressful Week!!!

Last week I got a very stressful week.

Malang bertimpa2 la siot!

The first problem, u can read the 31st March post.

Memang aku sumpah seranah gila minah bangang tu.

Pada awalnya, aku memang nak minta maaf kat dia,

Nak kawan balik ngan dia,

Tapi lepas aku baca blog dia,

Sumpah aku x mungkin akan kesiankan dia~

Lantak dialah nak jadi apa pun.

Nak jadi setan ke,

Nak jadi ungka ke,

Itu dia punya pasal.

Aku da malas nak layan.

Tapi, lau dia tetap nak menyebok ngan Izzati&Syahida lak,

Aku da x tw dia nak jadi ape lak.

Second problem lak,

Bukan aku yang problem,

Tapi roommate aku yang problem.

Pergh, kurang ajar siot!

Elak aku lempang je.

Tu nasib baik aku ada feeling nak guna tangan,

Lau kaki....?

Memang nasib badan dialah lau sampai kaki aku yang naik.

Lau dia sebaya atau lebih tua tu, aku xdelah kisah sangat.

Masalahnya, dia tu junior aku!

Form 3 lak tu!

Aku nak tengok dia punya PMR camne.

Aku memang x sure dia dapat straight A's.

Dari cara dia bercakap...

Macam aku ni yang junior dia lak!

Dia pk dia tu siapa agaknya?!

Aku yang Form 4 ke, dia yang Form 4?!

Ke, dia ingat yang dia tu Form 5?!

PMR pun x lepas,

Nak berlagak senior lak ngan aku!

Menyampah!

In the meantime,

Aku tengah menyertai choral speaking!

PLBS pun x abis hafal, 

Nak masuk choral speaking lak~

Hehehe~ 

: D

But surely,

Memang banyak gila benda yang aku nak handle

Dalam satu masa~

Haishhh~

Pastu, last week my mom was really mad at me!

You can read the previous post about that.

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you what's that about, am I?

Ahahaha~

Actually, that Friday 

My mom ambil aku & my brother kat hostel.

Tapi, aku lambat turun.

Apalagi, my mom pun marahlah!

Sebab dia lari dari tempat kerja dia sekejap untuk amik kitorang.

Tapi, tetiba lak aku lambat turun...

Apalagi, dia pun membebellah!

Sambil menangis lak tu!

And surely, aku pun menangis gak~

Bukan sebab terlalu emotional,

Tapi sebab something that cannot be explained.

Tengok!

4 problems in one week!

One time!

I hope this week is better than the last one~

Let us just see, then.

Huhu~

Happy Birthday, Mommy~

Two days ago was my mom's birthday.

Tapi, hari tu aku x tw nak wish macam mana...

Pasal hari tu my mom marah gila2 kat aku.

Kalau aku wish,

confirm la dy kata aku ni sakitkan hati dia.

Bukan setakat marah biasa,

sambil meleleh air mata tu!

Yang pasti, aku pon meleleh air mata gak.

Apa, ingat aku ni jahat sangat ka???

Aku pon sayang mak aku sendiri,

And sure lah mak aku marah pasal salah aku sendiri~

Sebab aku ni...

Entahlah...

Mak aku kata,

"Da buat salah, bukan reti nak minta maaf kat mak"

Bukan aku x nak minta maaf!

Tapi, aku x tw nak kata apa.

Lidah aku terkelu.

Otak aku blank.

Lagipun, kalau aku minta maaf...

Dia kata,

"Minta maaf pun, nanti buat jugak lagi"

Apa?

Ingat aku x pernah minta maaf???

Aku pernah minta maaf la...

Mak aku jawab ayat yang sama lak tu.

Pening, pening... 

Anyway,

Kalau mak baca blog ni,

Sesungguhnya,

Aqa minta maaf sangat2 terhadap apa yang Aqa da buat selama ni.

Bukan Aqa x nak minta maaf face-to-face,

Tapi sesungguhnya Aqa memang x pandai!

Aqa mengaku,

Anak perempuan mak ni memang da x cemerlang!

Tapi, 

Anak perempuan mak yang mak sangka bencikan mak nilah

Yang paling sayangkan mak!

Aqa sanggup menangis untuk mak!

Cuma mak je yang x perasan.

Cita2 Aqa hanya satu;

Nak cari duit,

Nak jadi kaya,

Nak jadi pandai,

Nak bahagiakan mak dan abah!

Nak bantu Opie dan A'an!

Dan...

Barulah Aqa boleh pergi dengan aman~

Aqa sayangkan mak!~ <3

SELAMAT HARI JADI, IBUKU TERSAYANG~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAR MOMMY~

2012 Chinese New Year Holiday~

Yosh!~

Holiday at last!

But, can you believe it?!

I've got sooo many homeworks!

I even got 14 pages of Additional Mathematics homeworks from Sir Aidil!

(Not including other subjects of homeworks!)

But, oh well, I hope I could finish them by Thursday.

If not, I couldn't go to Kuala Lumpur with my family...

Sad, isn't it?

That's what I feel right now~

Besides that, I want to wish a Chinese New Year to any Chinese reader.

Even though I'm not a Chinese, it's not a prob to just wishing, right?

Well, that's all for now.

Happy Chinese New Year Holiday!~

Sastera, Seni dan Muzik.

Mengapa aku menyukai
Sastera,
Seni,
Dan muzik?

Muzik merupakan,
Nyanyian perasaanku,
Di mana,
Melodinya merupakan hidupku,
Kata- katanya merupakan ceritaku.

Sastera merupakan,
Luahan hatiku,
Di mana,
Sehelai kertas merupakan cebisan hatiku,
Sebatang pen merupakan peneman setiaku.

Seni pula merupakan,
Gambaran harapanku,
Di mana,
Imaginasiku tersebar luas,
Mencari hala tuju yang ku ingini,
Ketenangan yang ku cari setiap hari.

Jadi,
Mengapa pula untukku tidak menyukai,
Sastera,
Seni,
Dan muzik?

2012 School Reopening!

I'm going to leave for hostel tomorrow morning.

Like other Malaysian students, 

16 years old students are Form 4 students.

But really, I got frustrated because all of the Science subjects were changed into Malay!

I cannot study Science and Mathematics in Malay.

It will make me confused!

But it's okay, I can try.

I just hope that I could be better this year.

I mean, in school.

Arghh, how I hate school!

(Sigh)

Welcome 2012!

Happy New Year!
Say 'Goodbye' to 2011, 'Welcome' to 2012!
I've got so many things to do on 2012.
I'm getting 16, so I may have to study harder.
Well, of course because of the subject increased~
So, good luck for me! (Sigh)
I hope my attitude in school getting better in this 2012.
And, let's just forget what passed, shall we?
Haha~
I think I'm going to get a diet this year.
Let's improve to better!
And, of course new better love this year~
(Sigh again)